I wish sometimes that no one cared about me or loved me so if i died i wouldn't hurt anyone i mean ya im going to see markiplier soon but i feel like no one cares anymore (online) i mean i spent so many years just sitting in front of my computer talking to people i thought cared but as always i was to trusting and loved the wrong person with the wrong intentions i feel so dumb for allowing myself to trust someone online when in real life its unbearably difficult to earn my trust from ANYONE. before i get any deeper i do see a therapist weekly so im fine on that area. i have always been the type of person who beats themselves up until someone